awkward?? line???

since when i started to take less food....
today go take lunch.. only realise that i really really eat less loh....
or the portion is too big?? haha..not sure... but really...take too much jor..
not enough acid to "gao dim" the food..haha.....

kind of weird today... am i awkward??... haha.. nice question~~~
never thought that i would be so awkward when meet up with you... haha...
maybe back to that "zone" so... it makes me think longer to react...haha....
Yeah this is the awkwardness .... erm... just to think back...
when i get to meet my friends that i have never meet for a  very long time...
my reaction is not the same as we are in school hhaaha..funny... this is my "weirdness"..
of course will still talk to them.. but not that.."normal"..very AWKWARD!!....like warming up engine...
haha..later warm up jor... have to cool down again haha....yeah~~~

tried my best to show you 1/4 but.... it seems that ... they just cannot come together to show themselves...
3/4 is more dominant at this environment......
too dominant to an extend that.... even those people who are nearest to me cant even see 1% of 1/4 haha...
never thought that being the "another self" for too long actually becomes "another self = myself""....
is just like when you dream for too long you will think that what you are dreaming is actually a reality...
but when you are awake from the dream... you still think that you are dreaming...... haha.....maybe this is happening to me....i am confuse... is now myself or another self or is another self is equivalent to myself?? haha...or there is still a border line between those two or has that line dissapeared and mixed everything together??..haha..they still think that i am "that" sharene ang..but in actual fact ...come to think of it i have change....

sorry for those that i have shown my awkwardness.... i dont meant to do so... btw is there anyway to correct
this kind of "awkwardness" guess no..... hahaha.. ADIOS AMIGO!!!